When I was younger, I believed that theological “strength” meant to understand something so firmly that you never waiver from that stance. I think that is still true to much regard and it is important to know your essentials as a basis for your foundation of Truth. This likely includes doctrine on the Divinity of Jesus, the death, resurrection, ascension and throning of Jesus as king, the authority of Scripture, and other similar doctrinal positions. But I have found that on non-essential doctrine and the impact that it might have on your complete lens of scripture, that those in pursuit of the truth transparently guided by the Spirit will at some point be led to a better view. A dynamic open mind based on the wise counsel and discussion with others and guiding of the Spirit leads to deeper spiritual maturity. I don’t have much space left to “fight” over theology but am still incredibly passionate in my pursuit for scriptural depth and understanding.

I grew up believing in some sort of profession of the 4 spiritual laws that would then lead one to the act of baptism as an outward sign of giving their life to the Lord. Rallies that would stack up thousands of people at alter calls and then seemingly leave them hanging to figure it out. The last 50 years or so of evangelical Christianity has loved to brag about all the conversions that has produced at best nominal followers of Jesus and possibly even the results of Matt 7:23. Today I don’t necessarily disagree with that perspective (or give those that hold to it a difficult time); I believe there is a place and season for everything mentioned in the Word, but I think the Bible describes a different primary plan. Every time I hear of a church that is started with the main purpose or solely exists to “discover Jesus for the first time” I cringe. As I think there is a place for evangelism, I am not convinced that Jesus made that the main thrust of His ministry by example, or that the scriptures teach that the assembly of believers is the place for evangelism (wouldn’t that be a misnomer or contradiction of terms?). Jesus modeled by deeper discipleship. I see the “one night stand” soteriology (put another mark on the belt and move on mentality) as a result of our last centuries emphasis on momentary decisions that we refer to as being saved. I don’t see salvation as a line that signifies a moment of time that can simply be crossed, but rather a journey of sanctification. It is the life we live. I also think Jesus emphasized the life of dedicated discipleship of those fully given to Him, rather than mass conversion and especially without the emphasis of ever shepherding them to deeper convictions of life in Him. The scripture, both New and Old Testaments were never about kindergarten faith, but rather the deepest pursuit of devotion. To return to Edenic walking with God.

“Look! Water! What prevents me from being baptized?” Acts 8:36 NASB

In Acts 8 we find a story of an Ethiopian Eunuch walking down the road and is approached by Phillip. As in most stories you have heard, this one also might require some deconstruction to find a better biblical narrative or interpretive message for us. The Eunuch is on the road because he is coming from worshipping in Jerusalem. He is reading a scroll of Isaiah 53. Consider these two things. First, it tells us he was devout and practicing already. Attending several week festivals was a practice for the faithful. The fact that he possessed a scroll of Isaiah is also fascinating. Perhaps it was on borrow from his Queen but likely not, it was probably his personal possession and required a great deal of his economic ability. This came at great cost in the first century. He knows the passage but is deep in study over it. His question is concerning a better interpretation.

What we come to is that baptism followed a conversion of not simply aligning the head and the heart with some ideology; but making an allegiant decision to change the course of your life and follow the way. Things have changed in the church over the last 2000 years. Baptism has become something for those that are convinced to believe in a pamphlet rather than the first century decision of joining the way and what that entailed. In the first century you left your former life and were baptized into a new way of life. You then left your former occupation (i.e. fisherman) and became a follower of Jesus as primary occupation. That was what it meant that Jesus now takes residence in your heart. That is why after Jesus is resurrected, He isn’t too happy with the disciples going back to fishing. Shouldn’t they know better after walking with Him for three years? But in the same way that they didn’t get it, that is also the problem with our current Christian culture, we still don’t get it. Today we might emphasize the importance to make a decision, and we often say it is a “life decision”, but certainly not to the weight of the first century. That’s why Nicodemus was wrestling with it. He knew the law well, he wasn’t at odds with the head and the heart, he was deciding whether he was going to give up everything he knew and had for a new life of minimal earthly materials and full devotion to this occupation of Jesus. Today we sort of leave that part out of joining the way of Jesus in our evangelistic pursuits. It wouldn’t sell very well. Giving up materialism in America to follow Jesus probably wouldn’t make for a lot of decisions under the light and laser show alter calls.

As I alluded to earlier. The assembly for the “body of believers” doesn’t really see like the right place for evangelism. It isn’t wrong (I don’t think), nut out of place or proportion. Even the fact that we have alter calls in church today is a bit counter to the biblical essence of the decision. We call the church the body of believers, yet we invite a bunch of non-believers to that body in hopes of making momentary decisions. Where did the invitation to love your neighbor in your home go? The church then becomes “the body of momentary decision makers and some that are still considering” rather than the body of Christ; we have to put on a show and water down the discipleship to change the motive. The Law actually described this as defilement. I might remind you that one of the primary directives was to not mix the temple areas with those that didn’t believe. That was strictly forbidden and had great consequences. When did we forget this? Is the modern church defiled and need to be cleansed according to the law that I will remind you Jesus followed to a “T.” Modern salvific thrusts of churchianity today even seem far from the life changing covenant community of the way of Jesus during the first century.

But don’t get me wrong, I do see willful individual decisions that need to be made in the New Testament. I have a place for it, but just don’t think it should be our main thrust or concern and especially within the assembly of believers. It has trumped the preeminent calling of Jesus to lead people into deeper waters. So, you are going to be surprised when I challenge you that there are really only three examples of momentary decisions in the biblical narrative and that is arguable at most. The best and perhaps only clear example we have in scripture for a radical momentary decision followed by baptism is of the Philippian Jailer in Acts 16. We have the thief on the cross but there isn’t baptism in that story and that one is complicated because it is still under the Old Covenant when most theologians would take an Apostle’s Creedal view that the thief died and went to paradise and Christ descended to preach giving those in “places of waiting” a last chance at salvation. Therefore, the thief’s salvation might be granted through the work of the cross running backward more than salvatory work post resurrection. It is also worth pointing out that the thief was likely Jewish and therefore would have been somewhat observant and at one in his life possibly even devout. Some have proposed that he might even be an example of one that left the faith and God then redeemed at his death bed in hopes of supporting a once saved always saved premonition; but to be clear, scripture doesn’t give us that, at least here. There is also the Syro-Phoenician woman, but she is even more complicated than the first two examples. There may be others, but they aren’t specifically mentioned in scripture. The great majority of baptism encounters we read (including Jesus Himself) come long after we would consider the point of adherence of the heart and mind. The examples of baptism largely teach that those baptized would have already been “saved” but are making a decision to leave their former way of life and completely follow Jesus. That’s radical. That’s what Jesus asked of the 12. He wanted them to leave everything on the beach and follow him not returning to their former lives. That’s still what He asks of us and biblically is still what signifies baptism.

Baptism was intended as a sign to enter into the deepest waters with Jesus, not just dip your toes in the water! The idea is you start with deep water immersion and pretty soon you’re walking with Jesus on the water over the deepest depths.

Our culture gets it off -wrong maybe- we are baptizing baby Christians. In the Bible they baptized those ready to be all in, to go deep! To finally give up their entanglement to the world and serve one Master. The early Christians practiced a form of communal living, sharing their resources to ensure that no member was in need. Acts 4:32-35 describes this practice: “All the believers were one in heart and mind. No one claimed that any of his possessions was his own, but they shared everything they owned… There were no needy ones among them.”

In the gospels and first church those that got baptized had a history with God – and God had a history with them.

In all of the biblical examples coming to this place took time, it wasn’t a momentary decision from an alter call. In fact the Eunuchs exclamation of “what prevents me from being baptized right now” should tell you that that was radical. The Centurian of Matthew 8:5-13 and Luke 7:1-10, that decision of “the greatest faith” likely cost him his life.

However, as a theologian who weighs every option and doesn’t like to leave any stone left unturned… Let me also give you the other side of the coin for consideration. It’s worth pointing out that the way of Jesus was new to mature Jews. That is what “THIS” baptism meant. That Jesus was your LORD. I can see how 2000 years later things would slightly change and that’s why I say I’m open to the current salvation crusades and alter calls in a place and season that we’re in. I have a place for it. In the first century the way was just found, we have had it for 2000 years. There is also the fact that we don’t have all of the story in the Bible. We don’t know if the Eunuch, Nicodemus, or the Centurian every became deep disciples. Church history and extra biblical sources alludes that they did, but the Bible doesn’t hold that for us. We are left to wonder. But I want to be clear here. When the Bible gives us something, an example a recipe or something to that type; we need to follow it. I have a little room for the evolution of church over 2000 years but not if it gets too far off the example given in scripture. If the scripture describes something that’s usually the way I wanna do it! I think there is some room to change with modernity but not a lot. The progression of the last 75 years to emphasize baby faith over deeper faith doesn’t seem scriptural and I think we need to find the roots of Christianity and the Way of Jesus back into our assembly of believers and who we are as occupational to the calling of our faith.

Fire sale salvation is based on an assumption that the primary goal of life is simply to attain something to get to heaven. It becomes ticket punching theology. Because of this, most western churches have become singularly interested in bringing people to a point of simple decision making and are happy to leave it at that. We have missed the compelling message of Jesus to deeply shepherd and disciple. All we are looking for is a verbal confession and once we get it, it’s time to move on to the next one. It almost is reduced to a competitive game of who can score the most. It devalues the gospel. Sure, we expect the Spirit to sort of take over, and He does… but we have hardly lived up to our end of the deal as the physical manifestation of the hands of Jesus. Can God use it? Absolutely, but I’m sure He desires more of us, and I believe scripture has made that clear. He always desires a better biblical directive and deeper actions of the heart from us.

There is an enormous difference between the pursuit of kindergarten Christianity and the idea of faithful covenantal living. The urgency of one is replaced by the patience of the other. The destination of one is replaced by the direction of the other. One is about ritual; the other about relationship.

We need to return to the covenant communities of the first century that made allegiant decisions that resulted in leaving the world and being immersed in the way of Jesus – (nothing else, no room for that “stuff”) an all in expression of devotion.